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I was thinking about how healthy it is to maintain a friendship with an ex. I have come to the conclusion its as healthy as smoking 20 cigarettes, while drinking a mixture of straight lard and grain alcohol. 

I thought about you today
I smelled you in the breeze
Thats the way love is sometimes
Far gone but never lost
Im fine most of the time
Today I was not
Were friends you say
But the phone never rings
I tried sleep tonight
But you haunt my dreams

Your taste on my lips
Like a sweet kiss from a flame
The warmth in my stomach
Like sunshine on a cloudy day
I miss you so much now
Together we made the pain go away
We’ve drifted apart 
But in dark time your in my thoughts
Is this where you live now
Forever in my heart?


Highly requested post. Once again I post these because it’s just a thrill to READ abut them even. 

I have received various messages from people who actually tried some of these games and got back horrifying, emotionally and physically scarring results. 

You have been warned over and over again not to try it. 

hide and seek: playing cat and mouse with a possessed doll

fortune: asking spirits for your entire future

things you never want to do: a collection of dare-devil activities

midnight man: summoning a demon

how to actually contact blood mary: self-explanatory

living doll: inducing a spirit to possess a doll

concentrate: a game to figure out how you will die 

kokkuri-san: summon a spirit to ask about the future 

three kings: access to another dimension 

shoe box telephone: communication with the dead

elevator game: access to another world you may or may not get out of 

bath game: summoning a ghost that will follow you around all day

cat scratch: to summon a spirit that leave claw marks on your back

sandman game: persons body feels much heavier

baby blue: to summon an evil baby spirit

light as a feather: make person’s body light enough to lift up with fingers

I have been having a really hard time finding a job that will pay the bills. Every job I have been offered would actually cost me more money than I would be making at the job. Because of my probation if I get a job, which they want me to do, I will have to start paying multiple probation fees as soon as I get a job. Add those on top of my current bills and I need a pretty decent job to just break even. So that sucks. But whatever. 

I have been going through my old business plans, mission statements, etc for business’s that I had hoped to one day start. There are still 2 or 3 that I really believe in and I cant imagine a better time in my life to attempt to launch my own business than now. I literally have very little to lose. 

On the subject of passions I have really been wanting to make a film or film series kind of along the lines of a documentary series. I have been thinking about that a lot lately as well, and that got me thinking about my passion for addiction and bringing awareness. What if I combined those? I though. I have an idea for what I feel would be a extremely controversial way to shoot a alcoholism documentary. Unfortunately that isnt something that I can begin to really explore until I am done with probation. 




can we start a club for teenagers who were constantly complimented on their intelligence when they were younger and are now having trouble coping with the realization that they’re actually of average intellect at best

in elementary school i constantly scored as reading at a college level but then i got to college and suddenly everyone’s reading at college level.


What about the people who were always told how attractive or charming they were, but then they grew up and realized they were always worried about looking great and being charming but no one looked at them seriously for their very high level of intellect. All they saw was the charming and handsome guy, never seeing the intellectual he was inside.


I have 3 ex’s in particular that seem to call me about once a month, never to really say anything of meaning, then just fade into the black again for another month. They are all people that I have mostly written off but have no ill will towards so I wouldn’t mind chatting if something good was going on, but there never is. I tend to be a good conversationalist so in relationships I believe that is one of the great connections that women feel towards me is that we always have great conversations from their perspective. However when I have all but written someone off I just find that I don’t want to excerpt the effort, and usually the conversation falls flat because these ladies weren’t the most intellectual page in Einsteins diary. It always just kind of goes on awkwardly, then followed by a few texts bringing up past songs that meant something at one time, and then fading to black. 

I dont understand why some people arent capable of accepting when a relationship is over. I dont really believe in going back and trying to rekindle a lost flame, it died for a reason. Regardless of whether what caused the relationship to end has changed the relationship didnt last through it, it has already proven it can be broken and is not worth falling into again. 

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